What the hell?!?! I just
What the hell?!?! I just typed out a whole nice blog when suddenly the comp hanged!! Anyway, I shall try re-typing the whole thing all over again, this time backing up as often as possible.
It’s 3.48 am in the morning now (just now was nicer, it was 3.33 am when I typed my 1st blog), which means that it’s 3 hours and 48 minutes after Valentine’s Day. V-Day didn’t go through so easily for me. It seems that I just couldn’t get myself to wish any of my friends a Happy V-Day except to 3 ppl - 2 guys and a girl who wished me the same earlier - not even the girl I mentioned the other time. Maybe it’s because I don’t want any misunderstandings. But what misunderstandings? Isn’t Valentine’s Day all about friendship too? I don’t know… *shrug*
Man, this is not very good. I only talked to her once, and that’s in the lift for a short while, before we proceeded to our own classes, forgetting to wish her a Happy Valentine’s Day!!! I don’t even know if I’ve been doing what I’m supposed to do or not… In one occassion I can be very nice to her, and can talk about a lot of stuff, but on others, there’s always this ‘other me’ that keeps on chanting to myself: “Stay away… Stay away… She doesn’t want you anyway… And looks like she likes that other person, see?” It seems that the latter was the dominant one during the day, especially with the other guy around when I talked to her… Sigh…
But the thing that kills me is that she’s been treating me as any other friend all along, no matter what things I’ve done…
I think that something really, really has to be done on my part. But how?
But anyway, on to the good stuff on the day…
Anyi was really funny today… or rather yesterday, especially during Physics practical. He almost strangled Nguyen because of someone saying the magic word. And he made another quote of the day, which I shall not post here for privacy. Hey, I was discussing with Zie, maybe we can make a quotes of the day by ZAY or something… 
Anyway, after that he quarelled with Terence - again - and this time he sprayed water towards T, wetting T’s and my Physics worksheet. Luckily he ‘offered’ to run downstairs and photostated one extra copy for us each, after which he refused to take T’s 10 cents. The funny thing is that he kept on apologising to me, although while saying that he also kept on saying that he refused to apologise to T. Poor T.
Buy anyway, it’s not entirely Anyi’s fault lah… T was a little bit too much by spraying Anyi first, though he did it with very little water. But again, it’s not entirely T’s fault either. Anyi just couldn’t shut up. Anyway, in the night he called me, keeping insisting for me to forgive him, while at the same time refusing to apologise to T. Aiyah, waste my free talktime only… 40 mins of worthless talk…
Went to watch Catch Me If You Can with Zie and Wei in the night. It’s quite a good show lah, in the sense that it’s very interesting to see Frank (Leonardo di Caprio) went on to become whatever he said he was. Very interesting. So, try and catch Watch Me If…. I mean… try and catch Catch Me If Yo… erh… try and watch Catch Me If You Can… if you can. You get the idea.
After that we decided to be insane and took taxi from Jurong Point to Clementi MRT (it was past midnight), and then walked all the way back to the boarding school. Not too bad… We arrived at something like 1.30 am. After which I passed my time by showering and doing nothing, until this temptation to write my blog came… Whoa, this one is a long one… Now’s already 4.14 am.. almost half-an-hour of typing…
GAH! Just realised that my Photoshop 7 CD is with someone else!! And I’ll need Photoshop to do minor changes to the CB Paul Poster, which I have to submit by Monday!!! GAH!!! I better get someone to borrow the CD from soon…
Anyway, better catch some sleep now…
Hendri signing off…
And hoping that tomorrow would be a better day…
For me and for everyone else…
Blod typed offline at: 4:16 AM 15/02/2003