Went to Tekong today. Hmmh,
Went to Tekong today. Hmmh, luckily they didn’t detain the foreigners, as I said I was scared of in my previous entry. But Anyi sure did funny stuff along the way. Despite him not being a Singaporean, he participated in a quiz and won a portable radio. Also, he asked some stuff which I couldn’t be bothered about. To me, the S-Cube Seminar wasn’t really that relevant. Even my friend in RJ said that foreigners in RJ need not go for the thing.
Heh, today I wasn’t feeling very good when going to Tekong. Probably it was because of the proximity of the SAF Ferry Terminal to Changi Airport (which is instantly translated to ‘home! home! home!’ in my brain). Or maybe it was because of the security procedure that resembles the security check whenever I board an airplane - x-raying of belongings and passing through metal detector, minus the boarding pass and passport checks. Even the ferry looks like a plane if I were to look at it that way. Or maybe it’s because of an Indonesian channel showed in one of the TVs on the way back to Singapore. Oh, finally got a chance to see an airplane taking off up close today; I normally see one only from inside the plane, from the viewing gallery, or in Microsoft Flight Simulator.
Just got my AMC (American Maths Competition) result today. Not bad, I got to the AIME (American Invitational Maths Exams). 
Have you ever missed anyone in your life? I bet you have, be it parents, friends, or siblings. I do, too, especially with some of my Indonesian friends, some of who probably have forgotten who I am.
Heh, the computer just hung on me - again! I swear I’m not going to install Win 98 if I were to buy this kind of laptop. Luckily I just saved the file. And guess what, I was thinking that the computer might hung anytime soon just 2 seconds before it did. Talk about sixth sense. Brings shivers down my spine… But anyway, back to the topic:
But what about missing someone who is so close physically to you? I mean, the person is so close that you can even touch that person if you want to. But yet, the person’s so far away… It’s just as if the person is not there at all. The presence is there, but you can’t do anything about it. It’s like the two of you are two human beings who know the existence of each other, and that’s about it. It’s not really that bad, if only the two of you were not friends before. And it’s all because of your own goddamn fault. You just got too carried away by other things that you can’t get back to that person anymore. And there’s nothing you can do to fix it either. And it’s all your goddamn fault as well, because you’re just born with that characteristic unique to you. Have you?
So to that person, who is one of the very few people who managed to make a big, bold mark in my heart: I miss you.
Blog typed offline at: 1:08 AM 13/03/2003