sometimes you just do things
sometimes you just do things that you wished you don’t do.
things like… doing a random search on the net, and reading other people’s blogs. no akn, it’s not yours. sometimes it’s the ability to read what others think about that hurts you the most. cos sometimes what they are thinking are meant to be for themselves.
and probably the rarest thing that ever happens is that they are thinking something that directly or indirectly concerns yourself. and probably the worst thing is finding something about you, and finally realising a new fact that, well, hurts you.
but maybe such is life… maybe someone else is thinking about you at this very moment. maybe they are thinking badly about you. maybe they are thinking about someone you care about. maybe they are thinking badly about someone you care about.
but who says life is fair anyway?
btw, akn. you may or may not realise this, but millions of thank to you for at least not letting me succumb to the same weekends syndrome that i had yesterday. i just badly needed someone to talk to. thanks. erm, sory if i didn’t make sense or whatever.
oh, i’ve got a new roommate. haven’t seen him yet, since he’s a singaporean and i suppose he’s back at home for the weekends. but i’ve seen his stuff already in the room, and probably one of the first things that i thought was: shit… an aquarium in the room.
bugger…