MMS Blog: 03:16:50 27/07/03 3
MMS Blog: 03:16:50 27/07/03
3 AM, on my bed.
i just read through my log of the journey. Felt that i was absolutely crazy. Nuts. Out of my mind. Mentally challenged.
i came back at 11.45 on a cab. The security guard wasn’t there when we came in.. Hmmm… Anyway, the journey back costed me $4.70. That works out to be a 6-km trip. And i can tell you, i was taking the longer trip. The taxi was probably taking a shortcut, i was taking the route taken by bus 74. Must be around 10 km as it took me 2 hours.
had a talk with AAJH. I just knew what he would say to me, all the same advice one would give to someone in my situation. Well, i know you won’t be reading this, but thanks anyway… But the only problem is that everytime i see the light at the end of the tunnel, and i made a move to reach for it, i always end up getting back at the same spot or further. And the pretty disturbing is the false hope that precedes it, the same feeling that i’m getting closer to that light. And that’s what truly disappoints me. Sigh…